I rise early, when you can see the river and mountains beyond
but as soon as the lamp is on it all disappears so you can see what is in front
of you. I turn on the coffee, take two
extra strength Tylenol with a glass of water, walk to the stove and open the
door. The nights fire is now embers, the
middle of the night stoke survived and I place a few sticks of wood on to sit
in the warmth that will just exist a few feet around the black iron box. It will be a lazy morning, 27° and time to
read, think and write, mornings I seem to only have here. The coffee quits perking and I go and slowly
pick the one beautiful hand made cups that I want to live with this morning. The one made from the dirt off Mamaw’s grave
wins. It has a thick glaze of Yellow
Salt that breaks brown at every ridge. I
pour myself a cup of Starbucks French Roast and return to my couch corner
beside the stove, pick up my Bible and read.
This morning I read four pages in Leviticus trying especially hard to
pay attention wanting to hear from God in these long unclean and sacrificial
passages. One of life’s greatest quests
is to hear from God. If He is then it would
be perhaps life’s only quest. To hear
from God would be like walking peacefully on the deepest sea floor examining
the truth of all you see while simultaneously knowing full well the dangers of
where you were. It is so good that you
dare not share it, those that believe think you sanctimonious, those that
don’t, a loon. I finish the chapters,
not sure I heard or not, and then read my Morning Prayer from the Puritan Prayer
book. The words and phrases of these
prayers are from the sincere hearts not caked with modern technologies and
incessant information. They are clear
and clean and coming from a heart whose days are filled with thoughts of God
and tending nourishment from the earth; a time when all one’s influences where
Him and it, creating a more human human who knew to Whom and for what to
pray. After that a few moments
preparing myself to be a better husband and then a chapter in my new morning
book, What Light Can Do. (My day and
evening book is Washington, A Life a
lengthy biography of George Washington).
By now the day has well begun, this morning clear and cold, quite as
only rivers and mountains can be with every glimpse causing a pause in your
routine, a pause that always deepens your routine. I have sat my second cup of coffee on the stove
to warm it up and have decided the theme of today’s blog, A Morning. My wife and dog still sleep soundly a few
feet away wrapped in flannel and fur.
This brings me peace knowing we all are enjoying the quiet of the
morning. I look up again and notice several
tiny winter birds flitter about keeping the winter freeze out of their
ounce-less frame. My prayer list waits
hoping that God will hear me as I hope I have heard Him. Most morning here remind me of that old line
from the Cat Steven’s song, “Morning has
broken, like the first morning” and I decide to change the title of todays
blog; Good Morning.
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