Bread and Wine Flavored

At times I wonder of the days before, remembered so carefree.  I have lived alone for many days, house silent, life private, dawn and dusk come and go in quiet.  I have denied all the rooms in our home that my lover and I share, nothing there for me.  I am in the monastery of faith, a couch, a chair, the kitchen, the bath.  It is our season but it is only a season and this season has certainly flavored the Bread and the Wine.