Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Happy Old Year

A whole year has slipped through our lives.  A whole year.  A year is a good devisor of time but too long for a human to remember.  How many sunsets did I look at, full moons, how much love did I give away and how much was created in me.  Did I hold my wife’s hand enough, kiss my sons enough, and tell my daughter how pretty they are enough?  Did I use up my fair share of oxygen breathing deep from hard work and joy?  Did I notice all the flowers I could, did I grieve fully for the unredeemed around me, did I say that extra kind word, and did I touch enough shoulders, enough cheeks, and enough smooth surfaces?  Did I build enough fires, make good art, linger in bed enough, meditate and minster enough…I have very few sure memories of 2013……………………………………………………………………………………………………


But here is what I know.  The sun rose 365 times, I just checked and its just over my neighbors home, the oceans are still full, I was just there, I got every breath of oxygen I needed, I was always filled with love for the sharing, I had kindness in abundance and the will to keep my unworthiness at bay.  I tasted everything I wanted to, could feel my wife every time, and could smell every rose and every glimmer of CoCo Mademoiselle.  I saw my grandbabies every time I looked, gravity always came through, I healed every time, coffee still smelled and tasted good, spring came, summer came, fall came and its 27 degrees this morning.  I could go on and on but one thing is for sure, Someone loves me, seems to be enamored with my good pleasure and me and never missed a day showing it, 365 days of Coming Through.  A whole year given to me free, given to someone who can’t even make a nanosecond by Someone who just pulled off a year!!! 
 


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