Weak and worn, shuffling along, head filled with old dreams stuffed in cotton, joints hurt, body sore, a Jag in the barn, the prime gone, the steel hulk all that's left. There are periods, stretched-out time like used elastic, good only for reminding me of the taunt me I used to be. It doesn't hurt me as much as it hurts my feelings (pun intended), but it surprises me in its wholeness, all cells in me feeling the ancientness of having been around 68 years. There is a great joy, though, the joy of feeling all the cells that used to go unnoticed, knowing there is a lot of me that I am now aware of. There is a lot of me left, and I like to imagine it is the best left for last, as the quest said, “the best wine served last.”






