Have you ever known someone who had something good about them you couldn’t quite know, like a stranger’s child who smiles at you, like a twinkling feeling you can’t think of, so swift you beam, and then it’s gone? Something you knew but couldn’t quite grasp, like a hint of serenity, then gone. This is the Betty I know, it is herself as her truest self, a shutters glimpse into who she is. She is a child. She is not childlike or childish. She is an innocence, a naivety, a simpleness of goodness. She doesn’t think to worry, to draw a conclusion, to dwell on, she just lives a simple kindness, like a child who shares or wants to hold your hand when she’s scared, or joys in the kindness of the sun’s warmth on her face. She is unexplainable. The moment I saw this picture I knew, for the first time, a picture had chanced on the soul of my lover, the clarinet sound of Auld Lang Syne, times long past of my every day.
This use to be my favorite picture of her. It sat on my desk for 27 years. |
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