I
was reading C.S. Lewis this morning and he posed the question to himself, “Why
Pray?” I posed the same question to
myself. I pray in hopes of redeeming even a small part
of my relationship to God, to hopefully allow us to become better acquainted
and therefore better friends. I pray to
acknowledge that God is God and there is no other and that I am desperately in
need of Him and just as desperately, it is my wish, to want Him. I want God’s attention. I want to bother God to the point that He
will bother with my issues and me. I
want to secure God’s continued good favor to and toward me and mine. I want God to know that I know that I cannot
worship Him in any manner worthy of Him but that as the human He made me, I want
to try anyway.
And
then there are things that I do not understand.
I want to pray to acknowledge that God is God, all that He reveals
Himself to be so that humans can fathom Him, and that in that fact I am compelled
often, and desire to more often than that, to worship Him because He
alone is WORTHY.
I
pray always because what is the alternative?
I
pray because I believe. My belief is
often so infinitesimal that it is almost undetectable by me but I believe,
since God made quarks, that He can detect my belief, what ever its weak
signal.
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